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i want all of this.

It's cold. and raining.
and his voice is singing in a minor key. and I can see the elevated train from outside my building. I felt so ... happy...
I need to make things again..
I'm going to paint again....
though I'm terrified.
I met a boy, a real boy, he wanted to help me move that weekend. I thanked him but declined. and then i ran into him at the grocery, Jose, from the dominican republic, as everyone is up here.
He's quite beautiful. Lanky... he's 19.. theres a slight language barrier and my Spanish isn't what it was.
But I thought I wanted to photograph him. I think he might let me.

8:28 p.m. - 2008-06-16

egg - shell

flying

bird

flew

droppings

the nest