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dialogue (men are children revisted)

My Friend Tee : how do you say no to boy who is very sensitive?
me: "no"
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I think I've ended our correspondence email and in life. So sad..This is all happening at my desk at work. Just to fill you in S. was a dear friend of mine. we actually dated a little while, around 5 years ago. I wanted to be more serious, he didn't. I found Victor. He was actually the first guy I had sex with after Victor. We were having sex all through the fall, until early winter when I became incredibly, incredibly sad. Now he (apparently) wanted more and thought he was getting more from me. My mistake for thinking having sex with a friend would end with no repercussions.
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Bird: hey S! .how are you. when are we getting sushi? i miss you man.

love, bird

S:
Dude? Man?

What am I your softball teammate?

I'm jealous over your relationship with that handsome
guy. It was hard to see those pictures of you guys
together. And now you and I are just fair-weather
friends, if that. Yes. It's absolutely my doing. it's
selfish, and yeah, dude, I'm biting my own nose in
spite of my face. So, there'll be no sushi for quite
some time, man, unless I get over my jealousy and
insecurity, or I get a girlfriend... or something. But
I sure do wish you happiness, big time. Always,
always, always. Peace out, dude.

S

Bird: I appreciate your honesty.
just fyi, I'm not looking to "settle" down, he won't be the last guy I ever involve myself with and I understand this may be too much for you, I didn't realize this or else I would have never jeapordized our friendship by "being intimate" again in the first place.
Anyway, when you're ready, I'm here, but the ball is in your court my love.