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Jonathan
this night has opened my eyes. I don't know if it's exhaustion or what. This entry will have alot of typos.
My life has a new aura. It's a new life.
I'm uptown. And this will be a distinct part of my lifetime. This is a growthspurt.
I keep thinking about my Los Angeles trip in December. This past December. It was so sexy it rivaled New York. New York isn't sexy to me anymore. It's like an old boyfriend you see walking on the street from afar.... you can appreciate his cuteness and who he was. I never had a terrible experiences with boyfriends. I'm lucky, the manboys I've always ended up with were okay.. I wonder who is the most special of themall . Which one has the purest heart?
The date and I from last night, we had alot to talk about.. but he was so obnoxious and arrogant. He was abrasive to something in me, but theres this attraction between us, I haven't felt that, really ever. I can't describe to you readers what I felt looking at him, his eyes looked so dark and they glistened and they looked at me intensely, and told me I was beautiful. I felt it.
3:18 a.m. - 2008-07-04
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